Are angels real or so I wonder
Do they exist or is it just blunder?
I seek them faraway and in my mind
Always the query will I ever find?
What angels do is calm and soothe
Me enlightened upon an universal truth,
Passion and energy, love unconditional
Thinking of my angel makes me emotional .
All these years I searched for my angel
right by my side she was, making me able;
Comforting me through pain and tears
Guiding me along ,allaying my fears.
Age of innocence and troubled teens
Bunking classes, college not very keen.
Letters from afar, love and advice galore
Breaks my heart, won't get them anymore .
My mother was my angel, the one I sought
Whom I loved and but sometimes fought.
Memories come, heart's painfully wrought
Feels like life has come to a complete nought .
With my angel gone
I'm in a state of flux;
Will I ever get out
Of this spiralling vortex?
My mind's in turmoil
Answers I do seek,
Why does Death come
Silent and meek?
Don't know if we'll meet again on that beautiful shore,
But promise will shower my love on you more,
All my love, transparent and hiding
Will come to the fore, time was biding.
Carried me lovingly in her womb
Cared for me always unto the tomb.
If I'm born again, I want to be your son
My prayers for that have already begun.
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